New rule for myself: Any boy I meet or know or whatever is a friend and only a friend. We'll see what happens in the future but right now, it's going to be a single me.

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I'm happy with myself now.

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I'm a little impatient but it's okay. This is a fun kind of impatience.

This or that?

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Freedom

I'm rethinking a lot of things.
I think you are a drama king.
I think you let people influence you too much.

Ohh!
I want to visit DJ :) And when I do I will bring him disk three of Dexter season one.

So, I have a test tomorrow in Personality Psych and had not gotten the book. Today I woke up early, drove to my mom's school to get her debit card, only to find out that my parents don't have enough money. Then my dad decides to let me use his only credit card since they had to file bankruptcy and shouldn't own a credit card. I drove back downtown, got to Gray's, and the card got declined. On my way back to my parents, I called Sarah and without hesitating, she offered to pay for my book. I cannot believe how amazing she is. I get paid on Friday and am paying her back right away. But seriously, she is so amazing I just can't explain it. I have such perfect friends.

I'm excited for tomorrow! Lunch with Daniel, helping Catherine with her test, taking my test in Personality Psych, and then hanging out with DJ! No work for me for the next two days. Yayyay!

Breaking Away

Who knew my friends would be so similar to this movie haha. I love this movie. It was a classic in my childhood and I want to watch it again. Movie night?

P.S. I didn't think it when I was younger, but the guy who plays Dave (in the picture) is kind of cute haha.

When my values start to fly out the window in a situation when they aren't even respected, is when I know something is wrong.
When my motivations are to prove someone wrong and make them miserable, is when I know something is wrong.
When I feel regretful about things, when I normally wouldn't, is when I know something is wrong.

I've let myself get completely side tracked and I need to get back to where I was before. I have really bad control issues as far as this goes and I just can't let that control go. It's not okay and I am changing it now. I'm not sad, I'm not mad, I'm just baffled. I feel so foolish for thinking of things as something completely different than they were.

And I have a crazy crush on a friend, he has no idea and it kind of stinks.