All I hear is "blah blah blah blah blah" and I'm sick of it.

People need to come home.

New rule for myself: Any boy I meet or know or whatever is a friend and only a friend. We'll see what happens in the future but right now, it's going to be a single me.

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I'm happy with myself now.

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I'm a little impatient but it's okay. This is a fun kind of impatience.

This or that?

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Freedom

I'm rethinking a lot of things.
I think you are a drama king.
I think you let people influence you too much.

Ohh!
I want to visit DJ :) And when I do I will bring him disk three of Dexter season one.

So, I have a test tomorrow in Personality Psych and had not gotten the book. Today I woke up early, drove to my mom's school to get her debit card, only to find out that my parents don't have enough money. Then my dad decides to let me use his only credit card since they had to file bankruptcy and shouldn't own a credit card. I drove back downtown, got to Gray's, and the card got declined. On my way back to my parents, I called Sarah and without hesitating, she offered to pay for my book. I cannot believe how amazing she is. I get paid on Friday and am paying her back right away. But seriously, she is so amazing I just can't explain it. I have such perfect friends.

I'm excited for tomorrow! Lunch with Daniel, helping Catherine with her test, taking my test in Personality Psych, and then hanging out with DJ! No work for me for the next two days. Yayyay!

Breaking Away

Who knew my friends would be so similar to this movie haha. I love this movie. It was a classic in my childhood and I want to watch it again. Movie night?

P.S. I didn't think it when I was younger, but the guy who plays Dave (in the picture) is kind of cute haha.

When my values start to fly out the window in a situation when they aren't even respected, is when I know something is wrong.
When my motivations are to prove someone wrong and make them miserable, is when I know something is wrong.
When I feel regretful about things, when I normally wouldn't, is when I know something is wrong.

I've let myself get completely side tracked and I need to get back to where I was before. I have really bad control issues as far as this goes and I just can't let that control go. It's not okay and I am changing it now. I'm not sad, I'm not mad, I'm just baffled. I feel so foolish for thinking of things as something completely different than they were.

And I have a crazy crush on a friend, he has no idea and it kind of stinks.

I feel like I'm losing the grip I had on friendships and it's not a great feeling. School and work are going well but other things just feel weird. I don't know what to do.

New

I just finished my first week of junior year in college and I like it a lot. My classes are really interesting and they have made me fall in love with psychology all over again. Random fact that I learned: the comic Wonder Woman was invented by the same psychologist that invented the lie detector test. Which is also why she has the "lasso of truth". Gotta love forensic psych with Dr. Meyer :). The only downside is that I don't get to see as many people on campus as I am used to or would like. It'll be better for me though. I won't spend as much money and I will actually go to class. I used to skip class to continue hanging out with people.
On a different note, things are still weird and I'm still putting myself in a weird situation. It's okay though. I have a handle on it.
I saw the cute gas station guy on campus on Monday. That was definitely a big plus of the day. I haven't had this kind of goofy infatuation with someone like this since I was like 14 haha.
Anyways, I hope everyone else had a good first week of school :)

I love how dead it is outside tonight. Everyone has school tomorrow, myself included and Old Louisville is so quiet. I needed to get gas tonight and I'm still up so I went ahead and left. There was no one on the road. So as I was driving down the road, the song Story of a Girl came on and it made my night even better than it already has been. Also the guys at Circle K/Shell were hilarious. They both were at the registers and as I was walking up and went to the same guy I normally go to, the other guy goes "dang dude, you won..." :) It made me smile just a little bit and yeah. Tonight has just been a good night and my sister was actually home. As much as I complain about her, I really do miss her. I wish we were closer sometimes. Anyways, I need to go to sleep or something soon since I have class tomorrow. Goodnight!

I keep letting myself make the same mistakes over and over again. And I took some pictures that I thought were pretty and someone sent me a message saying "did you mean to post those???". Great. Thank you.

This doesn't make sense.

New Start

I haven't ever used this but I think I might start. We'll see how it goes.