I feel like I'm losing the grip I had on friendships and it's not a great feeling. School and work are going well but other things just feel weird. I don't know what to do.

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I just finished my first week of junior year in college and I like it a lot. My classes are really interesting and they have made me fall in love with psychology all over again. Random fact that I learned: the comic Wonder Woman was invented by the same psychologist that invented the lie detector test. Which is also why she has the "lasso of truth". Gotta love forensic psych with Dr. Meyer :). The only downside is that I don't get to see as many people on campus as I am used to or would like. It'll be better for me though. I won't spend as much money and I will actually go to class. I used to skip class to continue hanging out with people.
On a different note, things are still weird and I'm still putting myself in a weird situation. It's okay though. I have a handle on it.
I saw the cute gas station guy on campus on Monday. That was definitely a big plus of the day. I haven't had this kind of goofy infatuation with someone like this since I was like 14 haha.
Anyways, I hope everyone else had a good first week of school :)

I love how dead it is outside tonight. Everyone has school tomorrow, myself included and Old Louisville is so quiet. I needed to get gas tonight and I'm still up so I went ahead and left. There was no one on the road. So as I was driving down the road, the song Story of a Girl came on and it made my night even better than it already has been. Also the guys at Circle K/Shell were hilarious. They both were at the registers and as I was walking up and went to the same guy I normally go to, the other guy goes "dang dude, you won..." :) It made me smile just a little bit and yeah. Tonight has just been a good night and my sister was actually home. As much as I complain about her, I really do miss her. I wish we were closer sometimes. Anyways, I need to go to sleep or something soon since I have class tomorrow. Goodnight!

I keep letting myself make the same mistakes over and over again. And I took some pictures that I thought were pretty and someone sent me a message saying "did you mean to post those???". Great. Thank you.

This doesn't make sense.